Valentine's Day

Well today was Valentine's Day and I have to say that I am greatly disappointed. I guess I need to give up on waiting for him to plan anything romantic or anything at all. The kids said Happy Valentine's Day and that's about it. We did get out to church this morning which was great because we haven't been in 4 weeks for many reasons that remain excuses. The rest of the day just sucked! Sorry to say it that way but it is what it is. Got home from church/grocery store and the kids play on the XBOX and he on the computer. What am I supposed to do just sit around and twiddle my thumbs? I am sorry that I don't want to sit in front of the tv all day, which ironically is what I ended up doing. I tried to watch a movie but that was interrupted by the kids and their yelling. I thought we could have at least gone out to dinner even if we did have the kids with us. That is not too much to ask. Show me something. Do I even matter or am I just a figment here. I am so aggravated right now. Now when I get done with this and head to bed he is going to be expecting something because it is Valentine's Day. I'm sorry but it doesn't work that way! PERIOD! Oh Well. I just wish at least for 1 hour someone would take care of me and make me feel special.